Ode to Joy ( I )

God - my room is so beautiful
When I'm stuck to the ceiling,
Making it so meaningful,
Filled with a pleasured feeling...

'N' my God,
your eyes shine like fire!..
Wish I could be burning
The gas and fly higher,
(Always higher...
Like water and fire...)

It's so intense, it makes me free
From all the freedom I thought I had...
Counting backwards from five to three
Waking up in the hospital bed...

They tell me my bike is in pieces
And I smile cause she's never gone,
I'll spend months repairing the leaches
of my Sade, my pretty girl, the One.

Insignificant

Mother, there's so much that I see in you
That sometimes, when you let me down
I go numb and it feels like nothing can hurt me
Like you do.

Love, such a blindfold, turn me into a blind fool
When all I wanted was someone to trust,
Someone to care about, to listen... if I break down
And cry.

My friends, you all know me so well
And yet at times I feel like a stone
Thrown in the depths of the sea.

The sky, the sky is mine. It gives birth to my dreams.
Sometimes it crushes me with it's weight,
Sometimes it gives me the clouds.

My freedom.

never-ending

11.11

preserve the art of stealing souls, my dear girl.
How can you think that love is going to
just knock at your door,
on a sunny morning?

How can you be the main character
in every fairy-tale that you...
trespass,
instead of settling down?

Where is your love?
And is it true that all the love you put out will return to you -
My god, what have they done to you

And your 'happily ever after'....

This is just another never,
ending...